1.03.2006

Understanding the state of affairs

This morning I forgot about the appointment when asked to walk the dog. For some reason the appointment makes a big difference in the way I feel about getting to work after 9, after walking the dog. Had I remembered the appointment, I would have walked and my morning would not have been so bitter.

Second, the letter today from a very close freind sort of said that we should not be freinds for a while. If I did not understand, I would be better. But my understanding has been unfolding for a long time. It goes inside me and is dull and polite.

© Dawn Pendergast