So that choosing
becomes
a function of necessity and the function of an entire system that works
with itself, that does not require me to do anything outside it, the
system. So I am to do the work of this, being a part of it, being
unalone in everything that makes up the system of houses and roads and
what I live in. I do not want to ever do what I want. Wanting is weak
to me and when I see myself wanting to go swimming, I immediately
unroll it. No, I need to go. The system of people swimming in the
backyard of a large house is, I think, reminescent of a larger picture
I have of myself right now. It has to do with working, as I alternately
do and not, and with you. Sitting amazed on the other chair, looking a
little open to everything. Because of the autonomy of the chair, the
figure you make in it, and your thinking occupying only that chair,
only your self to a degree. It is a system in itself.
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