feeling it night after night unsleeping this thing is my home no sentinel loft or fix in it come shuffles shingles what may it makes a flood of gunk, prose of bugs the shape of tongues the tape is blue it tapes the rain it makes the cold a floor it shores account it amounts and amounts
Category: Milestones
When something happens
The find is a finding
I have avoided the press and it shows. I have not published anything. I come home to watch the walker walk up & down a narrowly green lawn. I strum sometimes with a burgeoning purple that goes brown. My collapse, once assumed inevitable, is narrowly greening. So it’s so. I think I can report Being pregnant is …
6 months
You are my Alligator
Baby Sonnet
here here here is baby way too mired in rubber rings and leftist leanings: meaning she’s rolling over now. A little gyre of hands and legs and head proceeding fitfully into history. Spitfully. It’s writ on the rags of overwashed elephants and throwaway pinks and the bunny infantry (could I) would I curb this development? …
Note 6/2
Smoothing the waves of worry / ironing out the exigencies / sewing to / bone folding one over another / making a uniformity / making a stack of uniforms / straightening stack / the “lack of” fabric being ordered / being new sheet / enveloped / thus a system as whole breath / cut up / straight …
Note 6/1
3 months & 8 days older
Some of it is an onion to the extent that crying is nigh. Crying is high. It is both imperceptible and imminent and arranged in off-pattern jazzishness. A little uh-uh-uh / aaaahhh-ahhh. & come I hither in a glaze of unctuous loveydoveries, buttery buns, something’s got to smooth the rough pits in my honeycomb. my bunnyloam. my …
April Baby Pictures
First Day Home
We drove slow. We ate on paper plates. We silently panicked. We didn’t quite freak out. We weren’t there yet. But we were getting there.
Friday the 13th
Tilda was born after 2 days of kidney stones, 19 hours of induced labor, one epidural and 1.5 hours of pushing. At 2 weeks early, she was 5lbs 15 ounces. These pictures were taken the next day.
There are two days left in this month
Which means Mint is on its green tippy toes, seeing just past the horizon of my budgetary staredown. We travelled too much in April. We paid for too many dinners. I bought something ridiculous and admire it so. Gold Courchevel and so admirable. I think about what it means all the time. I think through every …
2013
It’s been a while. Today I have bronchitis. I think of animated gifs when I’m coughing. My sister’s kids are growing up. I miss them all a lot. My brother and dad are on the fritz. Frank’s wedding is standing in front of Christmas like a bouncer. My new house is still big and I …
mfa
Picasso Party at the MFA (Getting way too old to be cool)
Rework Redux: Having Had
Ones attached to my calves and arms to my goat and rode horses mostly pasture horses looking bent and simple. “Pretty Much” is what I have: goodtimes, great hits windsound which is some sound on the lips of my appropriator. God what didn’t I know about old blood. Walking the dogs afterwork in simple syrup, …